so many many

5 more days working for Mountain Guest Services. Sad.

2 job offers in 2 days.. What shall I pick?

More jobs I'm thinking of... Summer jobs: Bev Cart.. Dillon/Frisco Marina.. Landscaping company.. Tiki Bar..

orrr I can move to Denver.. and work at a Harley Davidson that's hiring for a position that I previously worked for 5 years. oooorrrrr a few other big girl jobs that I've been looking into.

I like this place tho. I am also planning a trip back to MN soon.. hopefully it works out sooner than later.


oh if you're a bar or a bowling alley.. watch your glasses and shoes. yep.

sleepyhead

I didn't get a chance to see prof in MN... so maybe Denver on Tuesday night

New job in Breck on Wednesday. Working on others. Colorado is where I'll be for now. Gonna buy me a bike for the summer... yessssss

Karmatized

SO. This is what's up.

Today I walk into work with my big 30+ ounce cup... or maybe it's more like a jug.. It's perfect for me since I need lotsss of water the day after a disaster. I had dreams again where I was constantly filling up a water glass and drinking. So I'm sitting in the office waiting for work and Josilynn walks in with the same exact jug.. except hers is accessorized with a pretty straw. Nothing else could be done except to burst out with laughter.. The kind of laughter that makes me feel like collapsing a little. It's weird

So let's recap:

Last night was our department's "Bowling Party" social gathering. Bowling is fun. I bowled a 99 and a 149. I didn't get to finish my 3rd game... that's a story for another time.. but in a nutshell:

Bowling attendant who doesn't respect women called me something 3 times.

I took home a new pair of bowling shoes complements of the Dillon Bowling Alley.

My dearest friend poured beer into her bowling shoes because of what the 'really nice' bowling attendant called me. I love her.

Got kicked out.

Went to another bar... where I left my camera in the booth.... it's gone :(

Karma.. you're not fair.. bowling shoes are NOT as cool as a camera.

SOO Keystone today. Another 4-5 hour night of sleep. 4 people are late. Meghan and I got to jam out in SKI check. "In 5 minutes when that cloud rolls in.. I'm leaving" I hope that wasn't our last time at ski check sitting on the railing watching the jet clouds... having lovely conversations with boys from Wisconsin about 'cheese turds'... Saturday in the park.. a man selling ice cream... and pretending to know the words to "Benny and the Jets".. oooh and BTW.. I am currently listening to "Saturday in the Park" by Chicago now.

SO this area is getting some serious snow right now.. 70 is closed. Keep it coming.

Thursday: Riding.. interview. check it.

**update** my camera was in one of the bowling shoes under my bed :)

Give me grace and chemicals

I suppose I haven't written in a while..

Je Suis Le Vent.. and I will go where I please

you can have your opinion.. you can have your thoughts.. you can criticize me.. you can praise me.. But - I know who my friends are .. and there are very few. I can count five back home and their names start with E, B, K, J, and A. Good luck with that one. I have one down south too... and new ones here in this place called Colorado.

23. I should count 23 things since it is my age.. for a few more months

1. I like random things including music

2. I like to sleep but I never get any

3. Everyone should step outside of their box once in a while.

4. If you want something enough it can eventually happen

5. I like my car.

6. I like to sit for hours and stare at the sky.. and stars

7. I like not really knowing where I'll be in 6 months from now

8. I know I'll be just fine though-

9. I want to live by a beach someday.. for a little while

10. I have phases where I like to be alone

11. I have phases where I can't be alone

12. I make "to do" lists and lose them

13. I really do think the world would be a better place for me if I could erase certain memories

14. Karma.. it does exist

15. I don't like birds.

16. I sometimes lack the feeling of excitement.. it helps the whole 'getting let down' thing.

17. I laugh a lot ..

18. I look forward to the sun coming up because the scenery here is amazing.. and it looks different almost everyday

19. Snowboarding is one activity that makes me forget about everything

20. I can't wait to start running outside early in the morning. I will miss the trail in Kato- but hopefully there will be a new one just as pretty.

21. Don't wait for anyone

22. I love going to movies

23. I have flashbacks a lot.. the feelings that come with are strange. Like smells... they also give me sharp flashbacks.

Lately I have been waking up in the middle of the night to see someone standing at my bed.. or in my bed. One case was about 2 weeks ago. I woke up and thought it was a certain someone... when I realized no one was there I sat up confused. The time before this.. I saw someone by the door and actually got out of bed to turn on the light.

The last time this happened to me was probably back in 2007? I was living in Stadium Heights and sleeping alone. Woke up in the middle of the night and saw someone standing by my bed.. just staring. I wasn't scared either. Only one time was I freaked outttttt- I was staying in a hotel with my ex bf. I actually woke him up freaking out because I saw someone .. that wasn't really there. Maybe it was the hotel.. maybe stress... not sure.. But just like the recent 'dreams' or whatever they were... they were both within the same month.. 2007 and 2010.i want this dress.

>:O

you wish.

Shambles

It's been a while friends- if anyone is out there

sooo let's seeee.... this season is flying by and I've been riding as much as I can. Really workin these legs.

There's too much that has happened but I would like to give highlights on last night

Jacque, Ben, and Justin all moved into a new condo

-Never have I ever (one that I changed last night)

-Cake in the face.. swigs of grey goose followed by slaps to the face

-Hot tub.. snowball fights... slipping on my ass

-The goat.. awesome place to get into a fight with some guy who's pissed I wouldn't give him a lighter....

Pretty sure we all had a good night... $4 pitchers leaving one to puke in a beer pitcher, one to get into a fight, one to wet the bed, two to kick down a door because of lost keys, confessions and quotes during the car ride home, more slipping on the ice, and 2 hours of sleep.

= longest day at work ever.

Going to see Shutter Island tonight

Vail after Wednesday --- super excited!

Happy Birthday lil Sis - Aimee!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lwuFEz_ydo